Pickles didn't play with us, but is waiting for when we play Annie Hall. (I might try to talk him into Citizen Kane instead).
No kittehs were harmed in the making of this classic movie recreation.
Onward.
Pickles didn't play with us, but is waiting for when we play Annie Hall. (I might try to talk him into Citizen Kane instead).
No kittehs were harmed in the making of this classic movie recreation.
Onward.
PG is back! Yea!! Went to Lunds to purchase a celebratory dinner...
- Lunds is where the 42 year former-graphic-designer-now-teacher goes to shop. Such expensive hip coats! And glasses! And cars!
- I was swayed by the cheese man. I am easily swayed by the cheese man. He took super good care of me.
Now I am home, after attempting to purchase coffee at Matchbox Coffee in NE.
- It is aptly named.
- The two people in the shop just stared at me when I walked in. Much like many bars in Nordeast. But I can't justify that staring when you're 27 and drinking coffee.
- The homeless kids in Berlin circa '96 seem to have set the look for the last 12 years. I'm sorry, coffeeshop girl, the homeless kids in Berlin did it first and did it for reals. I'm sorry I interrupted whatever you were doing. I'm a little sorry I tipped you a dollar. But you made eye-contact: step one of human-being-ness. Good for you.
- I attempt to put cream in my coffee to find that the cream has curdled. There are squishy yogurty icebergs floating in my coffee.
- Coffeeshop girl has disappeared to the back. Do I yell for coffeeshop girl and ask for new coffee? Did I use the wrong creamer? Do I wrangle past the gentleman at the bar? *sigh* Do I say fuck it, dump out my coffee in front of their shop, and then passive-agressively blog about it later?
I paid $3 for the learning: a) save yer money & make yer own damn coffee, b) I wouldn't recommend Matchbox Coffee, even if the art on the walls are by a 3 year old and for sale. If the cream's so old that it's curdled, they're probably not getting many customers, and there might be a reason for that. Which makes me sad.
I could have fought for my coffee or my $3, but.. It was $3 I shouldn't have spent in the first place. Make yer own damn coffee. Lesson taken.
That old familiar feeling of perceived instant judgement, of not being the cool one in the room. Hah! It's one I really don't have time for, one that doesn't do well in Minneapolis (even if we're all guilty of it. We live in Minnesota, not Amsterdam.. We're cool, but not that cool.), and tend to avoid (I do improv theater and work in informal science education. Serioisly not cool.) I wasn't prepared for it in getting my coffee. Maybe back when coffeeshops were 'alternative' (say, the 90's), I would expect to prove myself to get my coffee, somehow mentally prepare. But, it's 2008. Obama's going to be president. Baby boomers are retiring. Skinny Puppy's disbanded. Dear god, I'm 33, and... truly appreciate a Starbux. (health care, you can use a debit card, and free samples! I am old.)
Last of the xmas online purchases have arrived: I purchased a headband for my sister off of etsy. l purchased one for myself too. I love it. My hair and head are super happy. Thank you, patient British lady, for knitting what I could not.
To vaccuum!! To dust!! To..um...
Onward.
- Drove to Grandpa Rauch's and his girlfriend Pam's place for lunch on Friday. Homemade pickles! Sweet slaw! Pot roast! Apple pie! Um. Grandma-aged South Dakotan ladies can cook.
- Grandpa is sharp as a tack. His hands shake, and he uses a walker.. But he's also 92.
- Likes to tell us how much he lost on the stockmarket. Perhaps to drive my mom slowly nuts.
- Pam sent us home with frozen homemade pies. Grandpa sent us home with apple butter and dehydrated apple slices. My grandpa can do things with apples that blow my mind. Yum.
- My sister turned 30. We played Cranium. She's still processing this triple decade thing. I would laugh, but I turn 40 before she does. Hrmph.
- Woke up at 5:30 a.m. yesterday to make it to work by noon-ish.. I did it!
- Museum was full of adorableness! Oh my goodness! Holidays tend to bring out the families, and some of these families have some pretty awesome four year old's.
- Hung with with my friends' Ahna & Rick's kids after that. They were super super super good! No one cried, no one fought, no one attempted to fall asleep in a toybox. They shared like crazy, and we had fun.
- When playing boat, Scooter is a good nickname. So is Light Plant.
- "Garfield and Friends" - still funny!
- Little kids who swap the k or hard c sound for a t sound rock. Twistmas? Yes please. Also, if they smile with their eyes. Like a kittycat does.
- Grandma showed up and had the much more challenging task of getting them to bed.
- Grandma also gave me some homemade jam and cookies! I do not deserve these... Thank you!
- Drank red wine and slept and slept and slept.
- It's Sunday!! And tomorrow's Monday!! (both official Jen Day Offs... usually...) Awesome!! ...where did the vacation and family time go? Ah well... Going to the airport today to do some picking up, and 'am very excited. :)
Onward.
Two show day on Saturday.. Lovely shows, honestly (barring the man in pink and his very loud wife during the second show... They would not shut up, and were frustrating the rest of their company... I don't think they noticed...)
Got out to my car to find that it was a little frozen icicle and would not turn over. The amazing Mr. Winner gave me a ride home, and Partner In Crime drove me back to Minnetonka on Sunday. After 10 minutes of coaxing and some pushing, it started!!! Yea!!!! Many thanks for so much help..
Whew. This cold bullshit is exactly that. It is staved off, however, with improv rehearsal, cinnamon rolls (they came out great!), getting the drive shoveled (go me), catered leftovers, cleaning around the house, Muppet show, and the knowledge that I have 6 hours of work tomorrow and then nothin' for three whole days. Take that! Thanks, baby jesus and you crazy Gregorian calendar makers.
Crazy New York dreams last night.. Staying at a fancy NYC hotel with college friend Kelly. (we were on, like the 6th floor. The fifth floor was like a cruise ship--restaurants and spas and pool, all white and rickety) Ended up at a friend's room (Mpls friends!), drinking and laughing. Lovely!! And it almost turned into a sexy dream (yes, with you.. And you. I know!), but then I had to go back to our room, and ended up going to dinner, warning socialites about the dangers of Pillsbury Baked goods. (except I had forgot my script, and had to improvise it.. And rhyme, for some reason. It wasn't coming easily.. I may have been dream-drunk.)
Anywhoo, it was a mix of going to a Museum conference (nice hotel, drinking), Mpls peeps, and I'm usually warning people about the dangers of Nanoparticles, not 'duck cakes' (one of the socialites mentioned this.) All of this pleasantness was interrupted by a 9 a.m. call from a teen, seeing if I would be a reference for them. All teens --especially those in the arts -- need to learn that calling, unless emergency, should be done after 10 am. College will teach this. But I may say something also. (9 a.m. on a Monday is, truly, not early.. But sleep is sometimes rare and nice.)
Stay warm! It's stupid out.
Onward.
Holiday countdown is officially underway. I put cinnamon and raisins in my oatmeal to celebrate. I work straight into the new year and beyond, but looking forward to 'forced vacation (super short week next week!)
'Went to PIC's house last night, and his new roommate was giving away clothes. Clean, new, possibly this or last season Target/Ishtak clothes. In my size. Holy crap! I have a New Year's dress! I have very useful sweaters! Thanks, 23 year old stranger.
The lovely Amanda Palmer's (who's now being inundated with blogs who say her name) blog continues to make me happy, as she tends to write like I do, but instead of rolly unrelated sentences about monkey puppet show & commuting, she writes about good people and rockness and touring and f'ing record companies. I like her. And today she wrote: "...thinking about how everything, everything, everything, is used to further the goal of not simply not being alone, but not FEELING alone". And I think this is true. And it leaves me with cabbage-sized things to ponder.
Love and good things to you and your's.
Onward.
- I ate too much today.
- However, the fried chicken/mac n' cheese dinner might have been necessary.
- Had super fun at Six Ring... Whew. You's people are funny.
- Got to play a little too. That was super nice.
- Now in bed. I am in (possible) PMS-dramticus mode. Feeling lonely (unnecessarily so!), schizo (how does one spell that?) & okay.
And sleepy. I get to sleep past 8 a.m. tomorrow. W00t!
Onward.
This also means I'm 33, which is both young and old -- I get to hear 25 year olds remark at how old they are, but I also remember being that 25 year old. Strange stuff.
This has been a heckuva week, all professionally rollercoaster between "that was AWESOME!" or " this sucks, and it's not going to stop sucking until it's done."
Things this week involved:
- Yelling! A christ-ton of yelling.
- Nice lawyers.
- S#!++y microphones.
- Awesomely talented people.
- Awesomely talented people in good situations.
- Awesomely talented people hung out to dry.
- Barking at kids, in good ways and settle-yer-ass down ways.
- Memorizing.
- Eggs on toast.
- Amazing food!
- Early mornings.
- Two weekend mornings of staying in bed until at least 11.
Today will involve more barking at kids and some hopefully "That was awesome!" Tomorrow involves more recitation of memorized stuff and driving through crappy-yet-pretty snow.
And the radio plays The Hold Steady, and everything's okay.
Onward.
* Upon refelection, this is a lie. Last winter had me screaming for the door (you know, the big "This way to exit Minnesota" door). I can still feel it's after effects...we'll see how this winter goes, I guess.. We don't have to live in weather that might kill us, but boy, there's some good stuff here too. (Onward.)
- Here's to the kids who kept with the class despite it
- Here's to the kid who was g'd GOOD at this stuff
- Here's to the chaperone who didn't do s#!t, but then complained about behavioral issues afterwards, to someone else
- Here's to the cold thay dries out my hands and hunches my back and makes me dread the next four months (why do we live here?)
- Here's to a car that starts, and a house that's warm and to pretty St. Paul
- Here's to an audition that went well and left me energized ("Why haven't you auditioned here before?")
- Here's to feeling jealous when hearing about other people's auditions (what's with that? I am petty and human and stupid..)
- Here's to damned good music
- Here's to figuring out social and relational things..
- Here's to hopefully being smarter than you were in your 20's
- Here's trying to stay alive and un-jaded and un-cynical
- Here's to the guy who said, "I'm just happy to be here."
You're right. I'm just happy (and lucky) to be here. This should be fun. It will be. And if not, there's time for more fun so so soon.
More.
Onward.
You know what's good on triscuits with peanut butter? Raisins. Raisins may not be the caviar of the dried fruit (that might be apricots), but they're definitely the roe. Pile more of that roe, please...
Operation Take Mom to Favorite TC Food Joints has been a success!! Red Stag, Cecils, Maria's Cafe, Cosetta's - - spoiled just silly. There may not be gobs and gobs to do in the Twin Cities, but crap, can we eat. Everything was a success, barring the last meal at Manny's Tortas, which had "too many jalapenos" on it. Curses! But still.. delicious.
Also got to run away and spend a bit of time alone, which is also nice, if not guilt inducing. 'Made it with PIC to Butch & Katherine's, who's house & generosity (they let us stand in all of their showers!) & peanutbutterscotchfudge fountain were amazing. Yea for fun!!
Now, after getting mom off to the airport, and watching her disappear through security (as one would watch their kid almost) -- I miss my mom. .. And Christmas is coming.
Tomorrow involves work, and Wednesday involves more work, and slowly, I'll catch up with the rest of the world, promise.
So.. uh.. Wha's happenin?
Onward.